Life or something like it …

This is gonna be my 1st venting since the start of the year. Yesterday, we went shopping  with some of my good friends and also meet some people that are also friends but are not that good. Why I say that they are not so good? It’s because those are the type of people that pulls u negatively. Anyway, while we are shopping we have some conversations too and they were asking me some questions. Most of our topics are about our future plans in life and what were gonna be doing in the next day or so. I am the type of person that doesn’t run out of things to do in life; the easy way or hard way. I am not scared to try anything. I told them that I am going to school and be working at the same time. And I am planning to get some of my siblings again. And boy, there was this one person that is so opposed of what I am saying and even laughed at me. She even compared me to other people that is already successful. I am still on my way of doing it and comparing me to some other people that might be better than me would not make me feel anything less. I do things my own way and trying to imitate other people is not on my vocabulary. She probably don’t think that I would be able to do those. She doesn’t even believe me that I’ve been in school last few yrs. and she said some other things that insults me really well. But I was able to keep a good face with it and share some good laugh with the rest of them despite of the negative reactions I have received from them.

Oh well, it is really normal to encounter some people like that in our life every once in a while. I  don’t have any hard feelings about it and I don’t have a plan to vow in the same level. All I can say, I feel sorry for the person who have an attitude like that. She ain’t going nowhere in life if she continues to be that way. Minding other peoples business is what she’s good at. I would not try to brag or anything but nobody is going to put me down. I have enough attitude in believing myself and I am not giving anyone a permission to discourage me on anything that I wanna do because other people just doesn’t think the way I do. As a matter of fact, I like people that challenges me. It gives me more energy to work hard to make it happen. Their negative energies will do something good for me. Alright, enough bitching now. he he!

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I welcome the year 2009.

Wishing everyone a year filled with good times, happiness and success.

It’s been a while since I’ve been away in the blogging world. It’s just now I thought of updating a little bit in here. Thanks for few friends that continued to keep in touch with me to see how I am doing. Anyway, all I can say right now is that “God is so good”. I could say half of my wish had came true for this year. I now got my mom, sister and nephew with me.  They are adjusting pretty well and I am too. he he!

Last week we had a snowstorm which I think it’s kind of unusual for Louisiana to have it. It’s one of the thing that I wish for years. Since, I’ve been here in Louisiana for almost 7 yrs. I haven’t seen a real now and I finally did last week. It was so beautiful but it was miserable after the effect of it. We lost our power for 3 days because we had so much snow in our place and it damage some power lines. In short, we are just not prepared for it when it came. But nevertheless, it was a beautiful experienced. It snowed on the day I got all my wish accomplished in getting half of my family. That moment was perfect and unforgettable.

I just got home from running errands in town. I was pulling out from the bank when I just remembered to put my seat belt on but it was too late because the policeman already saw me without it. For sure he followed and pulled me out on the parking lot. I got out from my car smiling and told him what did I do? He said: I saw u without ur seat belt. Then he  asked for my registration, insurance card and my driver’s license. I gave it to him nicely and I told him to please forgive me for once. he he! I did beg him not to write me a ticket. He kept on smiling and it happened that I saw a friend on the parking lot and he was laughing his butt off because he knew I just got a ticket. So, I called him and told him to please help me out here to reason. Good thing my charm of begging and a reasoning  from a friend did worked out. The policeman shook his head and told me….. okay, I feel sorry for u and he gave back all my stuff and let me go. he he! I was just so glad to get away with that.

Man, it’s been a while since I have blog something that is interesting. My mind isn’t in a good condition to blog yet.  Lately, my brain was in a farting mood. I should get over with it pretty soon. Maybe in the next few days after I get it back in the right track.

Anyway, anything about the immigration process of my mom and sister are really doing good. That’s something I should be happy about. The immigration already stamped the visa for my sister and she’s gonna receive it in the next 2-3 days. Then, my nephew got his passport too. Regarding with my mom, everything about her check-up was negative and she’s gonna have one more interview by Nov. 18 and after that, it should be a release of her visa too. Oh, I’m finally making it real now. Next thing to worry about is their plane ticket.  I am not too excited about Christmas because I will be again broke. But the coming of my family should be something that I will be excited about. I want them before the end of this year. This is gonna be another dream come true for  me. I won’t be buying gifts this x-mas because I am gonna save every penny I can find for their ticket. It is my goal to get them before my school start so I could concentrate and perhaps work at the same time. They’re gonna be a big help to me when it comes to taking care of Nath. I would like to put him in the day care but having my own family that I trusted to take care of my baby is far more better. So, I could have a good peace while I am away with him.

I think, that’s about all I can blog for now. Till next time.

Today was my first time to vote being an American Citizen. I voted mostly for Republicans. I hope everyone have voted too. Each vote matters a lot and  hope the good man wins. The one who’s gonna make this country a better place to live.

My Mom sent me a text this morning that brings a smile to my face, for I’m glad they recognized the sacrifices I made.

,:*”"*:, The *;,%,,:* Beauty __)(__ of Life does not depend on how happy you are,  but how happy others can be because of YOU. c”,) a blessed morning!ü

It sure is hard to be totally happy when u are going thru all kinds of things. I considered it my tribulations. But despite of it I tried to keep a high spirit in everything I do. I tried to make the best out of everything.  And kept a positive outlook that all of this will pass and it will be all worth it at the end. What I project on my outside look is opposite to what is going on inside of me. I party and do all kinds of things stupid or not just to distract myself from reality. Don’t we all do that? The important thing is that I am continuing to learn as I go. I will eventually find the happiness I longed after I get everything settled and everybody taken care of. I don’t know how long does it take. Patience and Courage is the key to keep going.  It will be all worth the wait in the long run. Only God knows when.

My mission is finally accomplished for my sister. Her visa and the American passport for my nephew is on their way. They said, they can come by December as soon as they can get their plane ticket. *****sigh***** Thanks God! I finally have a good news. Now, my next moved is to push my brother-in-law to come up with the money for their ticket. He’s been irresponsible on everything since the start of the process and I was just taking it all because I don’t have a choice.  If I have to bring a shotgun and collect some bucks everyday from him for their ticket. Hell!  I would do it. I am on the end of my rope and just hanging in there. When I blew up, I’ll probably be like a bomb. I hope, I don’t come to that point. he he! Not good!

Oh geezz! This music brings back some memories.

Oh! Finally the cold front is here. It’s very chilly today and have to turned on some heaters to keep us warm. I now have to sort through all my stuff and pull out all my winter stuff to get it ready for the new season.

This weekend Nath and I gonna have some parties to attend and that is something to look forward. Before we knew it, Christmas is here. I guess, I should be excited for the new year to come to do something different. I hope it’s gonna be better this time and less trials to overcome. I wish the same to everyone. See y’all around fellow bloggers.